restlessness (cont.)

I still haven't figured out what the restlessness is. I think I've always had it. I most happy when I'm finding out new things and learning more about myself, and others, and life in general and I think that is a big part of my restlessness. It's one reason I quit my engneering job to go to law school and its a reason why I'm such a bookworm. I'm looking for nuggets of wisdom whereever I can find it. Obviously anything can be taken out of context but if the truth you find in something fits into your understanding there is no reason to not co-opt it into your understaning. That everyone sees different things in everything is not surprising, but so long as what you see speaks to you then it shouldn't matter what anyone else thinks. I hope I never completely understand my restlessness - I think it makes me feel alive, well it makes me feel uncomfortable which means I'm alive! Heh. Oh well.