seperation of self...

As I read over what I've put down in my blog, I'm surprised by how much I've actually put down. I also don't recognize a lot of what I've written. It's like putting it down has given myself a permanence that I don't think I actually have. Obviously we change with every experience and the act of writing is a different experience. I've changed with every word I type. It's obsolete already. Well, I suppose it's not entirely obsolete but every thought incorporated into my self represents a slightly different self than before. I suppose finding out who I am may be entirely impossible but I guess i can try to record the portions of me that don't change and note some of the changes that I experience to get a better look at myself then I ever have before.